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2010-06-08T01:33:00.000-07:00

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HEROES- PART 2-31/1

2010-01-31T04:58:00.000-08:00

JOSEPH
genesis 39:1-14

2 strategies of overcoming sexual temptations
1.stay away and run= joseph's reaction -genesis 39:12

1 corinthians 6:18-flee from sexual immorality. all other sins a man commits are outside his body, he who sins sexually sins against his own body.

2 timothy 2:22- flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness,faith,love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart.

2.get right and get help

6 lies of sexual temptations
lie 1: it's just sex;pornograhy
1 corinthians 6:18

lie 2: everyone is doing it

lie 3: i am sure God will understand
ephesians 5:3-but among you there must be even hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God's holy people.

colosians 3:5-6-
5- put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature:sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry.
6-because of these, the wrath of God is coming.

lie 4： i cant control myself
1 thessalonians 4:3-it is God's will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality.

lie 5: i am not the only one going through this
1 corinthians 10:13-no temptation has seized you except what is common to man. and God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. but when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you stand up under it.

lie 6: God is keeoing something good for me.

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HEROES- PART 1-24/1

2010-01-24T06:16:00.000-08:00

for these few weeks, we are going to focus on some heroes found in the old testament.

so this week pastor shared about Abraham.

Romans 4：12： and he is also the father of the circumcised who not only are circumcised but who also walk in the footsteps of faith that our father Abraham had before he was circumcised.

his past

1.the call
genesis 12:1-3
1-the lord have said to Abram, leave your country, your people and your father's household and go to the land i will show you.

2-i will make you into a great nation and i will bless you, i will make your name great, and you will be a blessing.

3-i will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you i will curse, and all people on earth will be blessed through you.

hebrews11:8-by faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going.

God's call today remains the same for you to follow and to faith.

2 the compromise
genesis 11:31-32
31-he took his son Abram, his grandson Lot son of Haran, and his daughter in law Sarai, the wife of his son Abram, and together they set out from Ur of the Chaldeans to go to Canaan. but when they came to Haran, they settled there.
32- Terah lived 205years, and he died in Haran.

3 the obidience
genesis 12:1-3
1-the lord have said to Abram, leave your country, your people and your father's household and go to the land i will show you.

2-i will make you into a great nation and i will bless you, i will make your name great, and you will be a blessing.

3-i will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you i will curse, and all people on earth will be blessed through you.

God's call to follow and to faith leads to
1.his presence
2.his provision-a new home, many decendents,great blessing abraham will be a blessing, protection from enemy,all the world will be blessed through him.

3.his purpose-the journey of a thousand miles begin with one step.

God's call to follow and to faith leads to his presence, provision and his purpose.

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realise and glad

2010-01-10T05:25:00.000-08:00

i know i am quite down for this whole week as so many things happenned in my life. not only happenned on me but this time, it also involved my sister,brother and even my parents. somemore it also happenned between me and my frens.
and me myself so worry about so many things...and lots of unhappy things happenned.

but now everything will be fine as this morning when i do my devotion, i suddenly realised that my heavenly father God have confident and faith in me that he know that i have the ability to handle all these things and yet why am i worry so much and being so down?

He know his child the best and he know that after handling all these matters, his child is going to rise above all these things and take 1 more steps nearer to him. He know there are greater things going to be done by his son.

and i pray we will continue partnering with each other in this journey of faith and use me as the salt and light to make a difference in this community.

and also pray peace and unity will be maintainned in malaysia. all the christians stay strong and strengthen your faith and keep on praying..there are lots persecutions will be continue on and we will continue to lift the name of our mighty God high. show to others that we are different and make a different among them.

actually i also can do all!!!

2010-01-09T05:18:00.000-08:00

last friday, i am hosting the cf first meeting for the year as nobody is around. so i am quite stress at first but finally i still manage to do it. i did the worship leading than ice-breakers and continue with sharing life and new year resolution. thank you lord for the confident that you have gave me and help me to have ideas of what songs to sing, games to play topics to share and help me to know which direction or pattern that is going to be adopt in cf meeting .although i am not the one who you have called to be the president, but i know you love me and want me to grow at the same time. i find myself learn more when i am not handling any post in cf and i am more free to do what He want me to do.. the most important thing is God really never make us down as He brings 3 new comers and among them 2 are non-believers and 1 is on fire-jz need to continue encourage her and show her the direction already enough..so touch by what have done by god.

2009>2010

2010-01-01T04:18:00.000-08:00

ended up my 2009 in Aaron's house..
huhu..so weird and a new experience to countdown by watching movie in d house.. we prepared d dinner and this morning we went to hv bak ku teh..
erm..it is nice but i know the moment i choose to eat it, the consequence is i need to do more exercise and control more strictly in choosing my meal for the following few days.

for the 18 years b4, i always countdown with my family sitting in front of d tv or jz sleep early to ignore this day..bcz at that time i thought that everyday can be a new day to start if u willing to take up the challenge to change a better life.
u may call me a weird person..yes, thats who am i as i am a person that do not like to follow the trend. and mayb u will consider me as a person tha is not datable or got mental sickness.but its ok..as all of you are normal people.

yes, the main thing that i am going to focus on this year not only about the resolutions that i have
mentioned but going to create a new trend..new power, making different in life..

yes,yes lord...i will do it with all my heart and soul to give the best for U..

Principle of Sowing and Reaping13/12

2009-12-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

Principle of Sowing and Reaping

Genesis 8:22
As long as the earth endures, seedtime and harvest, cold and heat, summer and winter, day and night, will never cease.

Luke 6-37-38
37- ‘Do not judge and you will not be judged. Do not condemn and you will not be condemned. Forgive and you will be forgiven.’
38- ‘Give and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.’

Galatians 6:7-10
7- Do not be deceived. God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows.
8- The one who sows to please his sinful nature, from the nature will reap destruction; the one who sows to please the spirit, from the spirit will reap eternal life.
9-Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
10- Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.

What you sow is what you reap. Don’t be deceived by the timing

Sowing in the spirit:
*Prayer
*Reading His words
*Worshipping in private
*Exercising faith
*Generous giving
*Service unto others

1Corinthinas 9:6-11

John 12.24
I tell you the truth, unless s kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.

the messenger-6/12

2009-12-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

The messenger-shared by Max

Mark 5:19-20
19 Jesus did not let him but said, ' go home to your family and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how he has had mercy on you’.
20 so the man went away and began to tell in the Decapolis how much Jesus had done for him. And all the people were amazed.

1GO-go home to your friends

Roadblock- fear of rejection

= Afraid people reject Christianity

= Afraid people no longer are my friends

= Afraid if I kept sharing with them

2 TELL/PROCLAIM- tell them what great things the Lord has done for you

Roadblock-fear of telling

= Afraid people think weird of me

= Afraid ‘limited’ knowledge towards truth

3 BEGAN- start to share life and His words

Roadblock-lack of urgency and passion

= Someone else will do that part

= Bound by excuses

Checkpoints

>>>Gospel has the power

Romans 1:16- I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes, first for the Jew, then for the Gentile.

>>>cultivate a heart of urgency

Acts 20:24- However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me- the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace.

movies.. i watched for this mth

2009-12-06T06:00:00.000-08:00

i watched a lot of movie this month

astro boy
planet 51
christmas carol
carriers
twilight-new moon
2012
love happens
couple retreats
mulan
phobia 2

sorry mum n dad...\
spend so much money to watch movie..
but some of them really nice..

start watching english series

2009-11-25T05:56:00.000-08:00

d first series that i start to watch is d vampire diaries..duno whether i am weird or curious about how a human can fall in love with a vampire that u know he may kill u one day in order to get d blood to survive.and yet u cant even get pregnant to give birth to a normal child.

but i know love is blind. when we fall in love ..our eyes will see d good things in other.am i fall into love? i will say YES..God's love change me a lot and make me grow.. HE is so passion and love me all the time no matter i am good or following HIS will.

improving eng through watching eng series..

2012--my opinion jz above average

2009-11-13T03:20:00.000-08:00

i watched this movie yesterday 12am..
first time saw so many people rushing to d cinema to watch this movie
conclusion-humans scare to die

this movie is ok..d storyline but still got a lot of space for improvement. it jz showing d disaster.but i don feel d panic behavior of d character..

it jz showing how all d world ends...it reflects my mind that human are sinful creatures that are so self-fish when the time of dead coming.but d movie didnt show much about that. after watching it--for me jz a normal movie as in real life..it will be 10000000000000X worst than d situation in d movie.

it show me that d life in this world is unfair.only d rich and have strong power will survive. i have experience d life being a rich and powerful family and being a poor and weak people ...so i really can feel that d feeling of poor..and somemore many of them are worst than my worst situation.
although i know i cant change d world..but d things in my control i will make it as fair as i can..i dont want discrimination and unfair things to happen..as d weaker part always suffer d outcome.

and again i am angry..but i hold my temper as it spoilt my mood of watching d movie as they talk so loud and non stop..this show how irresponsible a person. they never care about others as they are selfish. so annoying and irritating..uneducated and irresponsible.

i slept at 4..and wake up at 8.45.2moro will b a tiring day for me...

although we are the same in common but actually we are different

2009-11-13T02:57:00.000-08:00

if follow schedule, i will be going sing k this afternoon. but i took this time to think about a lot of things. why? i pray and ask god for His words and direction. and i know there is different understanding about christianity life. and yet this happenned when christianity start to seperate into Roman Catholic and Potestant.
ya, its true that all of us have different journey with Him and all of us called ourselves christian as we belief he is the only GOd that loves us and die for our sin, follow his commanment, read his words and be as wise as He is.

i doesnt mean d songs u guys sang r not good, but it spoiled my mood as i feel it like evil---as half of them are christian. i cant hear any encoutering of GOd ..and some of them just sing of the sact of responsibilities..if u come with willingness and heart for Him, why all of u memorise d lyrics as it has been so long practising?it also brings to a point that half of d group representing cf r non-believers..how shameful it is for d believers and our GOd.. thats d reason i dont want to sing. no because of d reason that i cant sing but i dont want to do somethings for responsibilities although it start with passion and heart.

when d direction is different, i decided to take d step to step down from being committee member of cf as i know God have different purposes for all of us. and our understanding about God and level of faith are different.that's d answer i get after praying and fasting for half day.
no matter how u guys look at me..its fine..because d important things is how HE look at me..thats it.i know i am selfish and self-centre.as i ketekut in loving people..but i will grow in my love for people....

i am serious about my religion..it is not part of my life but its my whole life. i know its not enough to live a christianity life ..and i need to make deciples as what He had told us through bibles.

no matter how different we are we still serving d same god. we are son and daughter of Him..this time it maybe a new trial and challenge that he give to me for me to be more strong and stable at d ground to rise up for Him...

everything fine

2009-11-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

by His grace and mercy..everythings are fine now..

finished my presentation.although in d process a lots of things happenned and unsatisfaction with d people. but atleast i keep my anger and i know i should accept the truth of the world that everyone is different and we are imperfect. but somehow i really duno whether there are wrongs in my way of caring people..i will angry with u jz bcz i care abt u and want u to change and i know u can do it..if 1 day i stop doing this to u..u will know i already felt dissapointed with u and left u go..

i hv done my presentation..i am steady and better than what i thought. and d lecturer love d power point so much--appreciate his words of appraisement..prove that my hard job is worth for it. and yet i never know they r so many people clapping hands after my group finished..it shocked me..bcz my group is not 100% ready to present..10s to my Father in Heaven again for his love to me and people around me..

went out dinner with feng and wil..we went to d fast food shop..forgot d name..d food is nice..somewhere near d oldtown white coffee uptown(same row)
feng get his salary so he belanja wil and me..really paiseh..bcz i may not b able 2 belanja him with my salary as he is going to leave soon...haih..by d way..next time i belanja u back ? k?
10s for d fellowship there and advices from both of u...

pray again..........

planning for 2moro..
watching movie alone?
sing k alone?
go popular or mph 2 read books?
window shopping..(ya..forgot i need to find whether there is any bright shirt available..if cheap can buy if no..sorry Jun..i can only wear white shirt on 22nov)

what's next?
ya d presentation for d bible studies?
n also preparing some worship songs..i think i should b prepared as i am going to serve in this area and better to b equip b4 i go n find Alex..

finally it came to an end...what next>>?.

2009-11-07T06:57:00.000-08:00

finally i finished my AS exam yesterday afternoon..it was a long long exam period last from around 1 month...aih ..but i knew that i am not doing as well as what i should be.

next..yaaa...d moral presentation next tuesday...how is it so far?guys?finishing?haha.i am still on d way..

next week another schooling days...4 hours accouting with an hour rest in between per day...its killing..i need more food to eat ..as accouting kills a lot of my brain's cell..

ya..my dance practice..Jac join d team..she learned so fast..amazing..(i learned for so many times still not that good..but its a good try for me..18 years d first time perfoming dance in front of so many people..so nervous...luckily boon feng is away on that day...or else he will laugh non-stop..i already experienced it when i was doing my dance practice in church..
i know i am so kaku..like a tree..and d girl-my partner-she is so great..somemore she is cheer leading..so let all d attention put on her..and i will keep myself at d side...or else i will destroy d beautifulness of d scene...

it was a good sharing topic on vibe yesterday..really like it..thing that make us attractive is d personalities and characteristics that we have in ourselves and not d outlook.
d appearance of ourselves can only last for a while..

a good personalities(great..)
+
a good outlook(adding value..add impurities)
=
perfect man...

tis morning was d first time bible study at His Zone..it was a great time for us to know more about His words..
its so glad that almost all d life group members made their effort to come..and Rachel u have done a good job..

tis week quite fruitful..
as i have a lot of new experiences- helping to run d event for thai students who visit to kdu..its so great and i am so proud of them as their english--so good--since they are 15years old...wah- they have lots of nutrients to grow so tall....so jealous..but its ok..God create me in His image so i have no right to complain about it..blah222

going to old town white coffee for dinner---i think i should do something for d life group frens..i still remember that Wil..told me that having dinner with others is the best time to build d friendship..
i am so glad that everyone of them enjoyed it and deserved it--although lots of funny things happened there.
jasmin-next time dun order maggi soup again...there are lots of nice food there...do bring tissue next time..haha

going to tropicana to do 1 to 1 with William-we have dinner at ice point(bin dian) near gsc..i realize that i am putting minimum effort to do things for Him..when wil asked me either u r selfish or u hv no heart to do things for Him?
i realize that i should put in more effort and christianity is not all about building yourself spiritually but at d same time making deciples and helping others to grow..

going to face2face to eat pan mee---i was so shocked that got people came to pj for half a year never tried this..so we plan to go there for dinner..but its great...
as u know consequences of after eating pan --mee--making biz at d toilet after going home...
i think its a way to clean my 'refrigerator'..

met with 3 new girls came to kdu for study 1 mths plus ago.. have a talk with them..they are christian but they are not going to church anymore--i didnt ask furthermore abt it as d possible reason for this happened is they not feel belonging to d church or being dissapointed by d people in d church.. so i start my invitation to them to come to my church..for indescrirable..
atfirst everything going ok..but when msA come and joined d topic..it all destroyed..they directly ran away...i know d problem..but i cant fix it

so i know cf wont b d best place for me to stay as there is no point for all d christians to gather 2gether every week while college is d best way to reach out but they are not doing d right way..
i know i should not judge any other people..but i know i should stand up for d people.

praying for d church frens..they r fasting..and Carissa is fasting for 1 mth..so amazing...jia you..

and lastly my house still cannot online..now lagi worst..d electric not stable somemore...landlord please kindly settle all d things as soon as possible..

good night guys,,1!!!
see u guys 2moro in church

Grace Extended

2009-11-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

Grace Extended
John 1:16-17
16-From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another. (To the blessing that came through Moses has been added the greater blessing that has come through Jesus.)
17-For the law was given through Moses, grace and truth came through Jesus Christ.
Reference
Hebrews 1:1-4
1 In the past God spoke to our forefathers through the prophets at many times and in various ways,
2 But in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom he made the universe.
3 The son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven.
4 So he became as much superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is superior to theirs.

Story:
2 Kings 6:24-7:10
6:24- Famine in Besieged Samaria
7:3- The Siege Lifted

Acts 20:24- however, I consider m life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me-the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace.
Reference
2 Timothy 4:7- I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have keep the faith. (Paul looks back over 30 years of labor as an apostle. Like an athlete who had engaged successfully in a contest, he had finished the race and kept the faith, had carefully preserved the deposit of Christian truth.

Grace received needs to become grace extended.
Practical questions:
1. Do you mind to spend your time with people to extend the grace to them?
2. Who do you take out for a meal?
3. Who do you spend your free time with?
4. Who do you give your gifts to?
5. Who do you pray for?
6. Will you consider making a change in your life to include people whom you left behind?
7. Whom will you invite to the church?

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father or mother is better in parenting?

2009-10-27T04:24:00.001-07:00

Without thinking too much I will say yes that women play more important role in parenting. But after further thinking, I think family consists of man and woman make a better parenting as it only consider a complete family with the exists of both man and woman.

In traditions, women are playing an important role as housewives. They spend most of their time in the house together with the children. The men are going out to work from day to night just to find a living for the family. However, when time goes, the women now are more ‘independent’ in the sense that they are now working and not totally rely on their husband. There is a balance between men and women. So there are different things that can be found in the men and women.

When we are young as small children, girls will be more likely to get close with their father while boys are vice versa. When we grow up, we tend to be more personal like more willing to share our lives with someone that we trust and same sex as us. We do not feel like embarrassed to talk about topic like relationship, marriage, love, sex and etc. This is important for teenagers as they are curious about these kinds of topics, and yet they need someone to teach them the correct way to handle them.

Beside that, men and women play different role in the family. Women will act as ‘white face’, give a lot of advice, encouragement, while on the other side, men need to act as a ‘black face’ to be more strict and give punishment to their children when in need. Parenting is important as it build up the children characteristics and personalities. It has been states that saying a bad word needs 7 good words to offset the effect of that bad word. A child born in the family with always scolding and punishment will have a negative mindset and low self-confident. This is bad for the children to start friendship, socialize with others. So there should be a balance in parenting while both men and women should play different role and both are equally important.

Apart from that, there has been proven that many problems teenagers that involved in civil and criminal offences are came from single parent family. This show how important to have both male and female in a family. Lack of caring and love from parents will lead to a higher possibility for teenagers to do the wrong things.

As a conclusion, both father and mother play important roles in parenting in order to make their children to be success in their lives.

updating my life

2009-10-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

although i am in down mode for these few days, worrying a lot of things(basically what others called sendiri cari lubang and tanam diri sendiri ke dalam). i like to find problems for myself just because i care too much about things happening around me.

i am worrying for a lot of things.i don't know whether i am the one who brings the person up in their faith or pushing them into the fire.

although i received the calling from God to start another journey for Him, but i still cant make it just because i dont want the people from my church to get hurt and dried up after knowing the truth that they are going to face in future.

i am preparing to stop what i am doing now and put more time and effort in my church.i know this is the place that i can grow up spiritually and learn things from it. i know this is the place i start my new life and the place that i feel like home.(thats d reason i never feel homesick when i came to here)/

i will ask them about whether they have the calling from God to be the one who lead the club for next year,if yes, i will stay back and help them to grow up to be the leader leading the direction for next year, or no, i will directly finish all my task and step down become a normal member. i know their is no different between committee member and normal member..because all of us come with a servant heart and serve the same God.

i know this place need revival and yet because of the club, we find new people to join my church.
i know i will not be lonely in this journey of faith, as there are so many people supporting me, helping me, care about me and i can rely on when i am in bad situation.

i am not alone anymore, step out from my comfort zone(stop to be an alonner) try to know how the others go through their lives. if never step on water, we never know that there is life there.
but i know i need to hold the principles tightly.

i know it will be a little late to start all this kind of things..but i know it never be late for me to do great things for Him. as a faithful and humble servant for Him.

preparing to start serving in the church, as i have been joinning this church for such a long time(more than half a year, it should be started few months ago when Alex asked me which area God have ask you to do for this church)but my answer is i still have a lot of things to finish, cf,studies and i am not 100% ready yet.
but now i am ready.

sometime i feel so glad that i am joinning this church as i change from a veli reserved person to slowly become a more outgoing man. although there are still lots of things for me to learn, but i never feel scare as i know my journey will not be alone, He will always there for me. when the time i am in difficulties and down, he will hold me up and give me hope.

try to ask pastor as soon as possible about the 2nd time water baptism. its sound quite weird, but i am planning to do so. WHy?
1 of the reason is i have done my water baptise when i was a 1mth old baby. so it is better for me to do it once for myself as i continue my journey for Him.
apart from that, it is an assurance for me that this time in my acknowledgement, i accept jesus as my savior and renew my faith.

really feel like warmth and touch when i am now more than 1 week cant online at home, my church people let me go to their house to online(although extra people make the line become slower)it so touch when someone pass you the key and let you go to their house. i know it is because of trust- really appreciate this discipleship and friendship built between us.thanks

thanks again for what God have done in my life, touch my heart and i know i should not be receiving all the time and i know its time for me to give things out to others to help others to grow up.

Daily Grace

2009-10-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

Grace is given not because of we have done a good job but in order for us to get it we need to work for it.
Grace continues to allow God’s spirit to transform us.
Grace is needed to remain people in their right way of living their lives.
Grace i　doesnt mean it's a licence to sin but Grace is given so that we might have power and choose not to sin (Grace is empowerment for us to say ‘No’ to sin and not just forgive our sins.)

John 1:17-for the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. (Grace and truth always come together.)

There are 3 Graces taught by Pastor today:

1.Grace for speech
Proverbs 22:11-he who loves a pure heart and whose speech is gracious will have the king for his friend. (Characteristics of a wise king to his friends)
References
Ecclesiastes 10:12- words from a wise man’s mouth are gracious, but a fool is consumed by his own lips.
Proverbs 22:29- do you see a man skilled in his work? He will serve before kings; he will not serve before obscure men.
Proverbs 24:4- through knowledge its rooms are filled with rare and beautiful treasures. (Wisdom promises to bestow wealth on those who love her.)
Colossians 4:6- let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone. (Christians’ conversation is to be wholesome.)
References
Colossians 3:8-but now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips.
Ephesians 4:29-do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.(Christians are not only stop saying unwholesome things; they also begin to say things that will help build others up.)
1 Corinthians 14:3- but everyone who prophesies speaks to men for their strengthening, encouragement and comfort.

Grace to say “No”
Titus 2:11-14-
11 for the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men. (right conduct must be founded on right doctrine. The undeserved love God showed us in Christ while we were still sinners and his enemies and by which we are saved apart from any moral achievements or religious acts on our part. But this same grace instructs us that our salvation should produce good works.)
12 it teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, (the word ‘teaches ‘ includes a process of training a child- instruction, encouragement, correction and discipline)
13 while we wait for the blessed hope-the glorious appearing of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ,
14who gave himself for us to redeem from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own eager to do what is good.( salvation involves the double work of redeeming us from guilt and judgment and of producing moral purity and helpful service to others)

Grace to overcome
2 Corinthians 9:8-and God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will be abound in every good work.( through his abounding grace, God can enable each Christians to abound in generous deeds)
References
2 Corinthians 9:11- you will be made rich in every way so that you can be generous on every occasion, and through us your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.
2 Corinthians 12:7-10-
7-to keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.
8- Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me.
9- But he said to me: “my grace is sufficient for you; my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. (Human weakness provides the ideal opportunity for the display of divine power.)
10-that is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (Classic example of power in weakness is the cross of Christ.)
Reference
Philippians 4:13- I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Hebrews 4:15-16
15- for we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are-yet was without sin.（Stresses the parallel between Christ’s temptations and ours. He did not have each temptation that we have but experienced the whole range of our temptations. The way in which Christ’s temptations were different from ours was in the results-his temptations never led to sin.）
16- let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need. (Because Christ our high priest has experienced human temptation, he stands ready to give immediate and sympathetic help when we are tempted.)

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touching moment after last friday vibe

2009-10-24T09:35:00.000-07:00

when i gone through the paper：

i really appreciate all my life group frens write about what they enjoyed the most about me. it really encourage me a lot to continue my journey with Him.

now feel free to share some of them:

ying hui- his willingness to learn new things, and humility to serve God and of course his cuteness(i dont put it by my own..o but really appreciate friendship with you as you always there to be a good listenner for me and give a lot of advice for me)

william-his taketiveness.....
his willingess to look for answer and trust God-(10s william but basically i really learn a lot of things from you.. a lot of first time with you-movies,food and the way you care for people..you never left out of people..10s)

hannah
i enjoy to talk to you.-( its glad that first time got people say this kind of appraisement words to me,10s 1 still have lots of space for improvement)

carissa-that you are teachable but more than that you are so kind and helpful all the time. i truly enjoy your presence! 10u for sharing lives with me...(its glad for me to know you as you always give a direction and always give a lot of advice to me, i know you care about me in my spiritual growth, 10u for being such a wonderful leader in the life group.the way you do things really inspire me a lot)

rachel-that you are very matured, you have a passion for God, you are very willing to share you life with me. you are awesome . 10u so much(1os for saying that i am mature..although i looked like a high school boy.. mayb jz because i think a lot...in doing things,but 10s,for praising me awesome, first time heard this kind of appraisement)

lastly Aaron-very innicent but really amazing person when get to know him. a leader in growing process but definately have the gift of leadershipin him.(i spend not so much time with him,although he is my life group leader, but every time i have problems , i will find him, because he is wise, his advice make me grow up, and i feel free to talk to him and trust between him and me. i always feel like recharging when i met with him and talk to him personally. i know he is a great person and his heart for students...really amazed me a lot ..10s again...)

i never know i have so much things that make other enjoy their lives with me..but its glad as it make me to be a more Godly man .

Grace between mountains

2009-10-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

Grace between mountains

Story of

1kings 18:-Elijah on Mount Carmel

1kings 19:-Elijah flees to Horeb

-The Lord appears to Elijah

In our lives, there is high peak and low tide. There is no one life can be so calm and peace like a straight line without any curve up and down.

The devil will try to separate us from our spiritual family as it is the best way to make us walk away from God.

All of us need people around us in every phase of our lives. We should let someone to be able to speak into our heart all the time no matter we are ok or in down time.

Especially the time when we are down, we start to self-pity. Although through self-pity, we can feel more comfortable, but it still brings us down. We should look for God for His Grace.

And when we are on the top of the mountain, we should thank God for his Grace pouring down on us.

When we are at the valley, we should hold on and cries out to God. God does not leave us along and He gives us Grace with divine strength and power.

God will give you the grace in doing your works if He had asked you to do so.

2 Corinthians 9:8-and God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.(Through his abounding grace, God can enable each Christian to abound in generous deeds.)>>>v11- you will be made rich in every way so that you can be generous in every occasion, and through us your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.

2 Corinthians 12:7-9-⁷to keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh (the nature of this affliction is unknown), a messenger of Satan ( a further descriptions of Paul’s thorn), to torment me. >>>V1- I must go on boasting. Although there is nothing to be gained, I will go on to visions and revelations from the Lord.

⁸ three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me.

⁹ but he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you (a better solution than to remove Paul’s thorn. Human weakness provides the ideal opportunity for the display of divine power.), for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

never,never give up.. agree or disagree?

2009-10-13T22:14:00.001-07:00

The expression "Never, never give up" means to keep trying and never stop working on your goals.

It takes me a few days to think about this topic. At first I am same like others totally agree with this statement but after I think and find some resources about it, I agree with this statement to a certain extent.

Why should this be? First of all, we should refer to the dictionary about the meaning of give up. Give up means stop trying to do something and stop hoping or believing that somebody will change or get better. Yes, we should keep on trying and trying doing something. But the question is: Are you putting all your effort in doing the things before you get failure?

I will separate my essay into a few parts that represent parts in a student life. First of all, Study. A lot of people will always said don’t lose hope and never give up after someone not doing well in their study. But does the person taking their responsibilities to study well? And yet after failure, does the person release where the problems are? Is the person work harder and have more initiative to do well in the next exam?
I realize that a lot people among us study just to pass the exam and not to gain knowledge to be apply in our daily life. And yet some of us are studying for their parents’ wants and not their own interest. As times goes, these person will easy dried up to continue to do well. So as a student, we should find out what are our interest and our aim. Set an aim and goal in our life, always prepare our heart and soul in the best condition to do well in our life with a strength that to be success in once and not twice or even more trying.

Secondly, I will touch on the issue about family relationship. Some of us may have these problems as when I talk to others 1 to 1, I realize that they can relate well with friends than the family. I think many of us when face with this matter, will try to avoid it and blame our parents not modems enough, not tolerate or don’t understand us.etc. But are we doing hard and find ways to improve it? Yes it is hard for our old parents to adopt changes in this world but are we going to tolerate and make a change in their mindset? So think about it whether you agree with my statement or not. We like to blame others instead of ourselves. And most of the time the problems from ourselves and we do not realize it. And keep on blaming others. For some of us, they never give up in blaming others but they give up building their relationship with their parents.

Thirdly, I will touch on the relationship between male and female. I always heard that their heart broken because of break up in their relationship. And they start blaming their partners. For me, I think if there is break up in relationship, both parties do have mistake no matter in what situation. And sometime some of us just take relationship simply, like love at first sight (for me= love is blind.) and some of us working so hard for it. Yes, everyone human is made by God with a heart that is thirsty for love. Do you realize that a lot of us just do the silly things although we realize that it is wrong? Is this considering a good example of not give up? For me relationship is a blessing from God, He will arrange the one for us and not ourselves end up with Mr. /Mrs. Wrong. Like in Chinese quote, it is better for us not to give up the forest just because of that small flower. Sometime, we should learn to let go when break up.

Finally, I think most of us have lots of big dreams in our childhood memory. But when we grow up a lot of our dreams seen to be not real and disappear from our memory. We give up of them already. Do you know that everyone is created just because of a dream? To live with a life with lots of dreams? I felt like burnt up and feel like tired with my life for this past 18 years. Doing things for others and not for myself. When it comes to an end, it’s not me, I like losing my identity and personality. But I take my step to join the Dreams Reloaded camp that I really touch and my broken heart was healed. I am like recharging myself and start doing things from my heart for others and realize that I have so many big dreams that I need to work hard on them. Life is not flat and peace all the time; it will be a boring life like that. So we should live our life to the maximum and make life count (campus friend’s slogan). It is good for man like us not to give up easily and sometime if the things are not made for us, we should learnt to let go.

RICH DUDE,POOR DUDE

2009-10-12T04:51:00.000-07:00

3 aspects to achieve financial peace/freedom
1.receiving-earning
2.managing
3.giving-spending

1.receiving-earning
principles of trusting God

proverbs 10:22- the blessings of the Lord brings wealth and he adds no trouble to it.(wealth is the blessings from God)

proverbs 11:28-whoever trusts in his riches will fall but the righteous will thrive like a green leaf.
(usually said who is wicked)

proverbs 22:4- Humidity and the fear of Lord bring wealth and honor and life(benefits for those who seek for wisdom)

beware of get rich schemes
proverbs 28:22-A stingy man is eager to get rich and is unaware that poverty awaits him.(a warning to those who is stingy and it is the generous who prosper)

proverbs 15:27-A greedy man brings trouble to his family,but he who hates bribes will live.(Archan's whole family perished because of his greed at Jericho aned bribes are condemned）

proverbs 15:25-The Lords tears down the proud man's house but he keep the widow's boundaries intact.(in ancient time boundary stone marked a person's property.anyone who move such as a stone was,in effect, stealing land)

principles of diligence
proverbs 14:23- all hard work brings a profit,but mere talk leads only to poverty.(many proverbs praise diligence and the profit it brings and they condemn laziness as a cause of hunger and poverty)

proverbs10:4-lazy hands make a man poor, but diligent hand brings wealth.(so man should work hard for his wealth)

proverbs 11:24-one man gives freely, yet gains even more, another withholds unduly,but comes to poverty(generosity is the path to blessing and further prosperity.by contrast,the stingy person does not make any friends and hurts himself in the long run.)

proverbs 11:11-though the blessing of the upright a city is exalted, but by the mouth of the wicked it is destroyed.(their good influence and desire for justice as well as the prosperity bring honor to the cuty. their deceit,dishonesty and sowing of discord.)

proverbs 21:5-the plans of the diligent lead to profit as surely as haste leads to poverty(either rash actions or a desire to get rich quick)

2.Managing
principles of wisdom
proverbs 3:13-16
13,blessed is the man who finds wisdom,the man who gain understanding.
14,for she is more profitable than silver and yields better returns than gold.(the psalmist nakes the same claim for the commands and precepts of the Lord)
15,she is more precious than rubies,nothing you desire can compare with her.(although rubies were the most priceless jewels in the ancient world,they are considered of less value than wisdom)
16, long life is in her right hand and in her left hand are riches an honor.

the quetions to ask is "is it WISE thing to do?'
YES to savings
proverbs 13:11-dishonest money dwindles away,but he who gathers money little by little makes it grow.(such as wealth gain by extortion-dishonest money)

proverbs 21:17-he who loves pleasure will become poor,whoever loves wine and oil will never be rich(wine and oil both were associated with lavish feasting )

proverbs 21:20-in the house of the wise are stores of choice food and oil, but a foolish man devours all he has.

NO to debts
proverbs 22:7-the rich rule over the poor, and the borrower is servant to the lender.(one of the reasons why putting up security for someone else was frowned upon)

3 Giving or spending
principles of stewardship
proverbs22:2-rich and poor have this in common,the Lord is the maker of them all.

proverbs3:9-honor the Lord wiht your wealth,with the firstfruits of all your crops(the Israelites were required to give to the priests the first part of te olive oil,wine and grain produced each year)

needs and wants
principles of generosity
proverbs 11:24-one man gives freely yet gains even more,another withholds unduly, but comes to proverty(generosity is the path to blessing and further prosperity. by contrast,the stingy person does not make any friends and hurts himself in the long run)

proverbs 11:25-a generous man will prosper, he who refreshes others will himself be refreshed.

proverbs 22:9-a generous man will himself be blessed for he shares his food with the poor.

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ANGRY--NEED CHANGES IN THIS WORLD

2009-10-10T04:26:00.000-07:00

2day is totally not a nice day for me..as i watched 2 horror movie continuosly--jennifer's body and phobia2..i hate horror movie..there are some misunderstanding part and wrong concept for religions.all d time throughout d movie i pray that d movie will not brings negative value to d people. the influences of movie are so big..that d reason a lot of traditional churches took watching movie is a way to sin..

yes..if u asked me whether i will go for movie half a year ago b4 i came to kdu, i will say no.. but now i know i should go..if i never step out from d comfort zone, i never know d world outside. i cant make any changes in others' life.

after that, d angry rise up when i heard my parents cried in d phone. they thought that i scored a bad and terrible result c+for accounting and biz and D for law..bcz of kdu make a silly mistake..
d wrong key-in of result sent to my parents. they thought that i am struggling so hard here and pretend that i am good ...as they know i am not good in english.so they thought that i lie to them that i amd doing well.
i never make my parents cried since after i start to go school..and it really hurts...it hurts...
deep hurts...

after this..d presentation part..i know as a group i should not b care about who do more or less. but what i concern is u should atleast do things seriously and be responsible for your way of doing things. i am angry again..and again

like feeling dissapointed with d world..i pray and asked God for wisdom..and how to love someone that are so irresponsible..

later i decide to find Wil to talk..i know i should find someone to talk as a way to release all d anger and seek for advice so that a better decision and action to be made.

continued doing my power point..its tiring...

RICH GOD, POOR GOD

2009-10-04T06:59:00.000-07:00

Poor God mentality

1 genie mentality-this kind of person basically are people that always ask for return after doing something..
2 buffet mentality-this kind of person basically are greedy person that want to get all at one time
3 pie mentality-this kind of person basically are more calculative and jealous about what others have

So, all of them are consider poor God mentality as it shows the resources are limited.

PROVERBS 22:2
Rich and poor have this in common, the LORD is the MAKER of them all.(that means God created the rich and the poor in HIS image.so no need to jealous about what others have as we are all created in GOD;s image.)

RICH GOD MENTALITY
STORY OF THE PARABLE OF THE LOST SON
LUKE 15:11-32

PROVERBS 10:22
The blessing of the Lords brings wealth and He adds no trouble to it( therefore wealth is a gift from GOD and not a product of human attainment)

JOHN10:10
I have come that they may have life and have it to the full.( Christ's interest is in his sheep, whom he enables them have life to the full)

1 TIMOTHY 6:17
Command those who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in wealth, which is so uncertain,but to put their hope in God,who richly provide us with everything for our enjoyment.( our God are always there for us to trust Him and ask for His wisdom.)

As a christian when come to believing God,
we should [ CHOOSE THE RELATIONSHIP AND NOT THE RESOURCES] FROM GOD

[GOD LOVES SO HE GAVE, WE BELIEVE SO WE RECEIVE]

so, basically this is what i learnt from 2day the service.it will getting more interesting in the coming week with the topic

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arranged marriage vs love marriage

2009-09-29T22:10:00.000-07:00

In some countries, marriages are arranged by the parents but in other cases, people choose their own marriage partner.

Use specific reasons and examples to support your answer.
Give reasons for your answer and include any relevant examples from your own knowledge or experience.

When this topic arises, a lot of questions arise in my mind. If I am the one who is now going to decide which type of marriage that I am going to choose, I really can’t answer it as there are too many areas to be discussed. So I just choose to discuss some areas of it.
So the best way to start discussing this topic is to know what are the meaning of arrange marriage and choosing their own marriage partner.
What is mean by arranged marriage? Arrange marriage (also known as pragmatic marriage) is a marriage that basically arrange by the parents of the groom or bride in the selection of their future spouses. However, both sides of the parents are given full consent in the marriage. This kind of marriage started since the moment people know about the marriage. It has been still exist in some country, especially poor countries like India, China, North Korea and so on. Some of these parents, they use marriage to improve their family condition and status. What does this mean? This means that the family will choose to “sell “their daughter to the rich man as the 2nd or 3rd wife. This seen to be totally immoral and inhumanities. The children have no right to choose their future soul mates. So basically in this situation, there is no such thing called ‘love’ between them. Will this kind of marriage last longer? It depends. If both sides can tolerate with each other, the marriage will last.
Arrange marriage seen to be inhumanities when the marriage is not arrange by the lovers themselves. However, it comes with a good aim when the children reach a certain age and don’t have their lovers, the parents will start worried. The chances of getting married decreases as the age increase. So the parents will start to help their children to find the suitable one. They will arrange lunch, activities for the children to know each other better and to see whether they have feeling towards each other or not. Sometime this kind of marriage works as their children are shy person or don’t have experience in love before. I believe that the parents will pick and choose carefully to find the best one for their children.
Nowadays, the people seem to like freedom so much and they wish to decide everything by themselves including their marriage. They want to choose their life partner by their own. It sounds great as they have the right to choose. They have some sort of love feeling towards each other and they prepare to get into marriage. However, this doesn’t ensure 100%successful marriage. Some of them may end up their marriage a few years after they have discovered that they are not made for each other. Sometime love is blind. The people in love will find everything fine and good in their partners. But sometime the people from the other view can see more clearly and sometime the people can find the problems between the loves. Therefore love is a hard and tough issue and can’t explain in any means.
Some of the people they don’t even know what are love in their whole life. Just before they died, they find out that the marriage is just a responsibility to honor their parents and continue the generation and not love. This exist not only in arrange marriage but also the lovers who choose their own partners. Some of the lovers choose their partners not because of love but a person that they can rely on for the whole life and that’s it.

As a conclusion, marriage is the blessing from God and the marriage should build with a strong foundation of truly trust between the couple. And the marriage is the whole life learning process from life partner. So no matter which type of marriage you want to choose, I just want to bless that it will end up with a fruitful way.

reference:
1.http://marriage.about.com/cs/legalities/g/arranged.htm
2.http://ezinearticles.com/?The-Reality-of-Arranged-Marriages&id=606
3.http://www.teachingpages.co.uk/topicPresentation/articleMarriagePart1
4.thttp://www.boloji.com/women/0072.htm
5.http://www.littleindia.com/news/145/ARTICLE/1797/2007-06-02.html

sorry sorry

2009-09-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

sorry for being long time not updating my blog..no worry eveyone everything going ok. and yet i need to say sorry again as i will not be updating this blog for d coming october as i need to study for my AS exam..so do bless me and i will b back soon after the exam.

start holiday....liao...hurray

2009-07-31T23:53:00.000-07:00

its a good time for me to totally rest my mind..although it jz one week short break ..but it is better than no holiday..all of my coursemates go back to their hometown and what i am going to do? do someone have any plans for me?(ya, my lecturers have plans for me--that are lots of homework...)

2day watched d the proposal, it was totally a great movie as it reflect our lives..its jz funny and interesting...if u havent watch it jz go and watch it and u will really enjoy it..

2night we went to hv a surprise birthday celebration for vicky..and yet this made me felt like i am really old..18 n half years old...omg....and yet i am here 4 4 n half mths without going back to my hometown..i still alive although there are many life challenges that i faced for d past 4 n half mths...hahaha

i felt i am old already

2009-07-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

sometime i cannot accept what my coursemates thinking mind.. and i think the gap between them and me getting bigger and bigger like we are in the different century.. i think i dun hv that kind of easy going and excited and energetic heart anymore.. and i dun like them have nothing to worry about their life...i need to worry from time to time in every aspects.. and yet i think i am not young already need to think about the future and not only thinking of what is going on today....

and sometime i really thought that coursemate cannot become best frens as we r always in competition and sometime we like to keep some secret behind us..or sometimes i really kena shoot by arrow from behind and i didnt recognised it..when i discovered it, it already too late and sometimes cant believe that it was done by the person that i thought was my best frens...quite sad and hurt..

if d friendship cannot go further or improve anymore, i think it is better for us to go back to d starting point and jz b normal friends instead of hurting each others ...

not feeling well

2009-07-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

i really faced a difficult life for this week suffering from throat pain, high fever and heandache...i really cannot withstand them..i jz took a rest on thursday and i felt better after that. i jz thought that i was infected by h1n1.,..as i hv all d symptoms... i jz prayed veli hard to the God asked him to give me grace and help me to recovered soon.. and God answered my prayer. ijz asked GOd so that i can have a healthy body to come to cf meeting for friday..after resting for one day..i felt better and friday..i was around 80% recovered from sick...so wonderful is my God..

3rd week of july

2009-07-20T20:38:00.000-07:00

16/07-----3rd time visit to umaiya japanese restaurant.it can be considered as very sudden incident as i jz ask William to accompany me to Atria to buy something but somehow he ask me either i want to join for d dinner or not...without thinking too much i jz say ok...enjoy it... i ordered d salmon fish bento set.....

llafter d dinner William accompany me to Atria to buy some groceries..10s ...
study.....

17/07....
finished my biz studies test..relax..no burden anymore..oooo
tis friday...no vibe,what i can do?i ask myself ..bcz every friday night i do attend d vibe so suddenly no idea of what to do..bored...

20/07
quarrel with a&b people..really angry ..i asked a&b to get back my deposit..i jz check d amount with her,and she seen to b not happy/and yet she made a mistake by entering d electric fees twice for d same month ...so i asked her to cancel d transaction..but she said cannot..and she jz said only 20 something, eat one meal already can used up..so no need to be so care for it..and yet u r kdu scholars, u cannot made so much "noise' .wah..when she said this..i cannot tahan, and i jz said
ya,its true, since rm20+in ur eyes is nothing, so u give me back d money lah, and yet it is true that i cannot argued with kdu, but somehow d agreement doesnt said that i cannot argued with kdu workers..since i am not satisfied with u service, i jz go to d 4th floor, tell d principal of this incident, let her decide...what u hv said jz now, i hv recorded...so no need to argue anymore,...after this she said calm down and she give back d money to me...really this world already sick..y people r like this. if u good to others, people not appreatiate it but somehow want to get more from u. learn to protect myself...really dissapointed with kdu college management..totally different from what i thought b4..

and y God showed me d way to KDU and show me all this kind of things? i always asked God in my prayer,why u want me to face so many things? do i hv d ability to overcome all this kind of things? mayb these are also challenges that i need to overcome it as a step of growth.. pray hard...

durian night with william,nai lin and her fren

2009-07-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

aiyoh...2night was my first time in life trying durian....wah the taste of durian was so nice until i cant tahan to continue to eat d durian...there was wrong mind concept of durian b4 in my mind...really enjoy the durian ...the smell and the taste made me want to continue eat them....now i am suffering after enjoyed eating d durian.i am now having headache and worry about the increase in weight...omg..we really need to sacrifice something in order to get something that we want..now i realise it..

10s to all guys for bringing me to d durian stall and eat...and such a wonderful first time with durian in my life...praise GOd....Muah....

down...do not have good mood

2009-07-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

2day whole day after receiving the brochure about body slimming and asked to join the body slimming course.i was so down and upset. i asked myself, am i so fat? why the people asked me to do that?i really cant believe it. that mean i am growing fat now.and this bring me back the memories when i was veli fat for the past 17 years..it was a nightmare for me and everytime the fat photo i had remind me not to be so fat like that anymore or else i will not forgive myself...and yet 2day i ate a lot of things to release my sad thought.so now regret..if 2moro i become fatter, God please transform me back to normal size before ... i dont want to be a fat guy...go exercise...my next target to lose 5 kg to make my weight to be around 43-45kg...gambateh.jy jy

a good start

2009-07-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

last wednesday after prayer meeting, i was asked by teacher advisor of kdu cf, to prepare for worship leading on friday as the people in charge cannot make it for this week as he fall sick. i was so nervous and scare as i had no such experience before.. singing alone in front of all. and yet the songs that i knew jz a few .so how can i do it? at first, i want to refuse it,later i change my mind because of these few words, it is nod depending on how clever or how good you are, but the heart and the willingness are the most important things to serve GOd.

last friday i was worship leading in my college christian fellowship meeting.i was so nervous until i cant sleep for 2 nights. and on that day, i pray very hard that i have the courage to stand in front of others to worship GOd..cannot simply main main..i did it...i finished worship leading.. although there were some mistakes or errors but i think this is a good try and good starting for me to step a big step nearer to GOd and a way to reach out and make my way to serve God more clear..God has show his will to me through the think that He want me to learn.

last friday..bbq night

2009-07-11T20:05:00.000-07:00

it was such a wonderful night for all of us to gather at d park to have bbq. it had been such a long time i never attend this kind of activity since last year after i quit scout for the reason to prepare for spm exam. during d bbq section, we get to know more people that we never seen before...hahaha...and played some games...although it was quite tiring but somehow a sweet memory to b remember...

vandalism..sorry to all d residents living at d ss22...sorry again

learned a new lesson

2009-07-04T09:21:00.000-07:00

2day jz a horrible day for me. everything beyond my control. i had been chased out by the landlady and this made me quite angry as she still dare enough to aske me to pay the rental fee. since i had told her i will use the deposit and go and now she did this to me. she was well pretending. inside the house, she was as fierce as tiger made me think of the old lady in the movie drag me to the hell. the aim for writing this article is not saying something bad behind others but just a way for me to voice out all my disappointment,sad and angry towards this kind of landlord and landlady. the thing that dissapointed me the most was the landlord's whole family are christian and yet the landlady serve in the children'ministry. all my goodness!!suddenly this incident made me clear that not all the christians are truely good and kind as what they have been in church. just like what ms Angeline had told me that nowadays christians in this world do not have the heart to serve and help others. they only think about themselves. i think God has His purpose for me to stay in this house. He wants to show me something and want me to learn something from this incident. just pray for a better room to live in 2moro.

10s to all my church frens, Boon Feng, William,Ying Hui,Lucy,Rachel,Brian.. all of you are really true friends for me.your love and heart towards the spritual brother are coming with action and not only just talking something and never come with action. All the best to you guys..God Bless you!!!

my life so worthless?why i need to suffer for all this kind of things?

2009-07-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

first time i really want to kill myself as i put myself into a hell. i pay the money and suffer for all this kind of life. my life even worthless than a cat. 2day when i opeened d back door to put up my clothes to be dry up, i was accidently knock the cat that was behind the door. and the cat screammed, and my landladies came out with his husband scold me for more than 10 minutes ..why i was so careless and the cat just worhty than me？　how do i know there is a cat behind the door? and the bad luck continued to happen on me. 2night(jz now) i have been 'advice' 2 switch off the light when i go out and switch off all the light in the night. dont use laptop for such a long time just for only one reason- try to save electric...so angry that i pay such an high rental fees for such a small room and far from college and you still want to be so calculative?i really cannot tahan anymore.. i dont think i have so much patience and love for others. a 2day really a bad day for me.. i just asked my mum, is my life so worthless? why others treat me like this? i think only God can answer me..pray again..

nervous and scare

2009-06-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

all the lecturers worry about us..i also veli worry and scare as the trial exam is coming in this coming september. the trial exam is important as the result will b use for forecast in the next semester . a lot of worries arise as i am wondering whether i can manage my time well and score for all the 3 subjects that i am taking? bcz i wish to get sponsors or scholarship after a-level
i wish to do twinning programmes for law but somehow d uk uni is too expensive and i do not wish to spend my parents' money//

my sister told me not to worry about this as for this moment just do well for ur exam and later baru think abt of all this things. if god want me to do that He will show his way to me...God please guide me and bring all the worries that i have now away...Amen

finish the malaysian studies presentation

2009-06-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

sorry to all guys as i am not doing for all the things. i think i can do better and next time i really cannot do the last minute work. luckily, every things done already and yet jz want to start preparing for the exam going on two weeks from now.
e-forum still got one assignment, mayb i will do it 2moro....try to make it as good as possible as i dont wish to spend my time and money to repeat the same useless course...]]hahaah

next mth ..i need 2 move again

2009-06-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

there is a few reasons that i am going to do that.

first of all, i cannot cope with the family as they already over their rights not only observing what i am doing all the time, asking everything like who are ur frens what are they doing and how u know them? r they good?'they also remind me all the time d same things to lock d door but somehow i do it everytime no need to remind me for so many times. and they do not talk in the house. so strange...they only talk to me about the money matter.so bored...and everyday i take 10 min to open and lock all the locks b4 n after school ..so tiring

secondly, the place is too far until i sweat every day and all my clothes like kena hujan all wet... 'chan'

thirdly, it is not safe also for me to walk such far away in the night time..so quiet the road and i need to look here and there to make sure their are no bad people that may bring my life to a dangerous situation.

fourhly, i think i am the kind of person that like freedom, i can manage my life by my own and i think my self-control is ok but i do not like people that campur tangan in my life..especially now living with the family..

after the above 4 main reasons, i think now i should pray everyday for a new room that i can stay longer there...God please guilde me to the place that u want me to go..

happy birthday to boon feng

2009-06-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

it jz a wonderful birthday celebration for my church frens(going to be neighbourhood frens 2 day from now) boon feng 20th birthdya....he is quite 'cham'being treat like that. but somehow this will be a sweet memories for him to kept...

he jz a nice guy..he never reject the things we do on him.....10s also for his friendship...

photos visit my facebook account..

keep updated with my blog ooo

worry...again

2009-06-26T06:27:00.000-07:00

academic

accounting-start facing difficulties..want to find out where is the problem

law-uncertainty-as the lecturer change n change again and d latest one is a new sikh lady jz graduated from university of wales ..so worry about her ability to bring me up for the best result i can achieve...since she do not have any teaching experience b4

business studies-the lecutrer teach very fast suddenly like quite stress..need to put a lot of effort in it

next week malaysian studies presentation..worry about it also

my as-level exam in this october and trial in this september quite worry as there is a lot of things that i need to study...

settling d things with d college authorities ..although i am the person who give more than what i received but somehow is ok as lord will take care of me whereever i am and how d situation i am facing.

worry Abt d way to generate a new life in new place..duno can cope with d living style of d people in d house..

have a sad feeling as i am going to leave d hostel..although there is lots of bad things happen here,but somehow this is d first place that i learned to live on my own away from my parents and home..the place that i start to go to this wonderful church and meet with many frens.

waiting d new life that i am going to start with this sunday...

oo..2 of july is a veli important day for me....guess what is it

busy week and a lot of first time here

2009-06-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

this week really busy since monday as i was asked to do some task for kdu cf. all these things were new to me and i learnt from them. 2day i got my first eng bible from the christian bookshop. 10s to ms angeline for bringing me there. apart from that i was exposed to involve in the treassure hunt event organised by the pre-u school..although there were lots of differents things from what i had thought b4 and the way doing that...i not feeling so comfort and i jz pray to ask for wisdom from god. god lead me the way. He told me everyone have their way of generating their own life, how they act may not be their personalities. nothing is worthy than a person who is truthful and faithful in their life. sometimes i jz wondering are those people had a sense of tireness after pretending as who they should not be in their lives?

For me, i rather said the truthword and be myself although i will not get as much respect from others compared to those who pretending well as someone that is loving,kindness and with much good characteristics..

bored..........lots of quetions arised in my mind

genting highlands trip..high blood pressure

2009-06-17T06:32:00.000-07:00

last saturday i followed the church gang to genting...erms this was my 2nd times visiting genting but the first time played almost all d most scary games in the theme park. omg...i really stopped my heart beat 4 5 seconds d moment the solero shot came down from the highest point. and the most shameful thing was that i screamed throughout all the games including the swing as i felt scare.. after the whole day i felt my heart beat was so fast never ever b4 and i thought that my blood pressure rose a lot.

i really have admiration for boon feng as he told the cold jokes all the times although the weather was so cold. He played fools with me all the time..and i really cannot tahan lah...

this was a nice and memorable experiences with people from eaglepoint damansara. 10s, uncle aaron, william ,carissa,philee,yinghui,ada orang, chung kiat, and boon feng...10s...hahaha

photos can be seen at my facebook account..do have a nice visit

my testimony that is gonna to share this friday during cf meeting

2009-06-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

My testimony
First and foremost, I want to praise God for giving me this golden opportunity to share my testimony here. When I was told to share something about myself in front of all KDU CF members and the “new faces” to this college, I really felt happy as I was given this golden opportunity to share my testimony .At the same time, I felt worry and nervous also about what topic or which part of my life I am going to share with everyone. After thinking and pray to the God, I think Father Lord wanted me to share something about how I came to KDU, how I started my journey with GOD at pj here and what I learnt throughout the journey of my life.

At the very beginning, I am going to introduce myself to all of u guys. My name is Jin Chieh, can call me JC also. I was born in a Christian family and I grow up at Sibu, which is one of the towns in Sarawak. After I finished my SPM, I just wondering what am I going to do after this? Am I going to continue my study in form 6? Or start working? Or continue my study at college？
I really have no idea of my future. I just pray to God everyday asking Him to lead me to the path that he want me to travel. My parents want me to continue my study at Taylors University College but I refuse to do so. The reasons are the tuition fee is quite expensive and I do not want to burden my parents and also I think God has chosen another way for me. I just seek for advice from various education consultants and suddenly one of the consultants told me about KDU college. What is KDU stand for? Where is it? Is it famous and providing high quality in education field? I never heard of this college before. None of my friends or seniors from my high school studied there before. But somehow I have a strong feeling and God spoke into my heart that this college will be my next destiny. I just told others that I want to further my study at KDU, a lots of disagree sound coming out from my parents, teachers, relatives and friends. Why you want to put yourself into risk? There is still another better choice compare to this. I just stand on my own decision to study at KDU college.
I arrive at KDU in 25th March this year. I just came alone and there were lots of challenges waiting for me. I need to do everything by my own. I do not know anything about pj and how the society here. I have a lot of worries when I came here. I do not know whether I can suit myself to life here and overcome all the obstacles. I was arranged to stay at the KDU hostel. I just pray hard to God to ask for his wisdom to lead me and give me strength to continue my life here. I learnt how to take bus, find places to buy groceries, take cab and many more. The 3rd day, I just thought on going to church for Sunday service. Where should I go? Where should I ask for this? I had no idea. God show His will to me. I just walk down from my unit and go down to the downstairs. There was a guy called Mervin. I just ask him which church is the nearest to the hostel? Do you know anyone who gp to church? He just told me he was going to church and now he was waiting for Aaron’s car to church for life group. He asked me whether I want to follow him or not. Without thinking too much, I just quickly answer’ Yes’. I felt very happy and like released all the burdens as God has answered me. He has led me the way to seek for his wisdom.

The church that I was going in my hometown was a Methodist church which comprised of thousands of people. The church that I am going now is Eaglepoint Damansara which is a planting church under Every Nation organization. At the church I met with a lot of people and they showed their caring and love to me. They will sms me quite frequently, brought me out to yamcha, go for a short trip and many more. They never let me to feel alone or not being accepted by the church. I learnt step by step, and preparing myself to start serving this church. When the leader in the church gave me some tasks, I just asked myself can I do all of these? I really do not have confident. However, God compassion always with me and I gained more confident in myself. Lately, I was asked by Pastor Shawn to attend a short leadership course organized by my church. I really quite surprised to hear that as I am the new people in the church. Others who attend this course are already here for more than 1 year. Ooh! Seldom got pastor invites people by talking to him/her face to face. I learnt a lot through this course.
The next thing I am going to share is how I know about KDU CF. I still remembered the first day i came to college and Ms Angeline asking the students who are Christians? I just raised up my hand and she told me about CF. she is a passionate people that I never met with before and her willingness to serve God really touched by her as she teach me a lot and share a lot of things about God. If not mistaken, she had brought me to join more than 5 events that held by her church or others in this two months time. I learnt a lot from all that events and may be next time I can share some experiences.
Before I end my talk, I just want to say thank you for giving me this chances to share my testimony and all the best to the new students. Never be afraid in anything that happen to you as God always be with you. God bless you. See you guys next week.

self-introduction

2009-06-07T23:18:00.000-07:00

name: Jin Chieh 俊杰( can call me JC)

my christian name: Xerois( short form of Xavier Royce,Xavier is the name given by my parents and Royce is the name given by the Pastor who did baby dedication for me

my birthday: 23 January 1991( remember 123)

my sex: male

my race: 100% pure Chinese(dun say i am iban or mixed blood anymore)

my constellation: Aquarius

my blood type: A

my kindergarten: Hua Ying Kindergarten
my primary school: SUDC NO.4
my secondary school: SMK METHODIST SIBU
my tertiary school : KDU College,pj campus(now)

my hobby: listening to music, online, eating, sleeping and....

my ambition: to be a lawyer(but somehow i dun think i will be a lawyer throughout my life as i have a lot of dreams

my dreams: to help the poor people and native to be educated and help those who need my help
to seek for God

my favourite food: anythings that taste nice

my idol: JESUS

my height: erm...i am not short but fun in size

my weight: not more than 50kg

my family: not rich, but still can have a normal living, my dad is working for Rimbunan Hijau and going to retire soon and my mum is a full-time housewife. i have two elder sisters and one brother. i am the youngest people in my family. my eldest sister is a teacher in a high school while the another sister and brother are salesmen.

my hometown: Sibu, Sarawak

my academic background:
UPSR: 7A'S(straight A's)
PMR: 8A'S(straight A's)
SPM: 8A1's4B3(B3 for Biology,Chemistry,Additional Mathematics,English for Science and Technology)-result for those who is not interested in science subjects and never put in effort for it.

my historical background
1.i have been a scout for 5 years since the year 2004-2008
being selected as ajk at the year 2005/6 ,vice treasurer for the year 2006/7 and vice secretary for the year 2007/8
my level of achievement: Lencana Maju with 7 small badges and stop half way of Lencana Jaya

2. i have been selected as a monitor for 2 years in my primary school and half year in my form4

3. i have been selected as a school prefect for the year 2007/8 (i go up one more step from a class monitor to prefect)

4. i join chinese club since the year 2004 to 2008. the highest post i have achieved is AJK for publicity.i have represent school for chinese debate competition, creative writings, public speaking and have involved in writing articles for club magazine and books.

5. i have been part of my high school student council. i have holding the president post for SLAD(Skim Lencana Anti Dadah) as it is a sub-club under student council. But somehow my task is more likely towards students'problem rather than drug issue.

6. i have been Chief Advertisement Seeker for School magazine club. My records are finding 25 advertisements to be advertised in the school magazine in one month.(not yet counted the others advertisements that i help others to find)

7. i have been an AJK for Kelab Skim Pinjaman Buku Teks for the year 2007/8

8.i have been an AJK for Computer Club for the year ender 2007/8

i join a lot of camps during my high school days.-for scouts camps.prefect camp, student council camp and many more and the highest level is the state level.

i have Diploma for Software Applications-awarded by City and Guilds and a first aids certificate.

i am not good in sports but somehow i join jogging, tennis club in my high school days.

i join others club like astronomy club(1 year), choir(few months),interact(1year) ,junior jaycee(1 year) and christian fellowship (1 year).

attention:
who read through my self introduction still cannot do my quiz in facebook ....better feel regret now...

hi everyone

2009-06-07T23:05:00.000-07:00

this is my first eng blog and my 6th blog since i start blogging in the year 2004. i first started my blogging life at friendster. 1 year later i find a new home for me to blogging there is window live space.3 months later i change again to baidu. around half year later i change again to wretch. i do blogging at wretch for 2 years and started my chinese blogging journey at pixnet in november 2007 until today. So after thinking about some reasons and treat this as a way to improve my english, i decided to open this new blog to share my thoughts and feelings with others especially for those who can't read chinese. As time go on, i will have both chinese blog@pixnet and english blog @blogspot.

my chinese blog:http://xerois1.pixnet.net/blog/
my english blog: jinchieh91.blogspot.com
my email-address: jinchieh91@hotmail.com